Worst Class Ever

Mr. Poperson walks into the class, and the people quiets down immediately. He announces that they would be a test on Friday about Beethoven, telling us we should listen carefully to him when he talks about the famous musician, Beethoven.

Ugh, I thought to myself. This is why I hate music class. We barely even get to play any instruments. He quizzes us every week and most of the class fails. I bet during his weekend, he spends his time figuring out more quizzes and tests. I grab my music notebook from my backpack and open it to a clean page. Mr. Poperson starts talking, as the class drops dead silent, trying to assimilate the information about Beethoven. I brush through the page, my brain moving faster than my hands. Mr. Poperson walks around the room, peeking over out shoulders once in a while to check how we're doing. He continues talking about Beethoven, how he was lionized, and was always meticulous about his work. Suddenly a new guy named Chris, raises his hand, interrupting Mr. Poperson. He probably doesn't know how much he hates being interrupted.

“What is it, Chris?” Mr. Poperson says, trying his best to hide his frown.

“I've heard from some people that Beethoven was considered crazy. Is it true?” asks Chris. Mr. Poperson explains to him he is wrong, that he only seems to look crazy because of how focused he was into his work. By looking at Chris's face, I can see he is not convinced at all. More hands shoots up, and soon there is a dissension among the students who thinks Beethoven is crazy. I know they are doing this on purpose just to piss Mr. Poperson off. I keep quiet, hoping this horrible class would end, and it does. I jump up from my seat, and squeeze my body through the people, making myself out the door, without being dismissed.

Nobody Knows Why

On January 3rd, 2010, at 10pm in South Korea, President Lee Myeong Park was in his car, when gun shots were heard. It was attacking the black car the president was in, and finally it stopped, and the victims disappeared. Thankfully President Lee Myeong Park was not injured, but he and the people who were in the car was in anarchy. Though the victims has escaped, through the CC T.V camera, the police were able to determine who they were. They were a conspiracy of Korean officers.

The police is trying to figure out why the Korean officers had tried to kill the Korean President, but they don't know why. Nobody knows until the police apprehends the victims and ask them why.

4 Things I'm Worried About

Worries...why do they have to ruin your day? I'm not saying everyday is a nightmare or anything, but teenagers suffer through a lot of stress. There are 4 things that bother me. FOUR BIG THINGS.

1) Which country I'll be going next

2) University

3) Crush

4) Studying

It's almost time for me to leave. I'm predicting I would leave Panama this year. But where? Hmmm... I honestly don't know. My dad wrote down two or three places in Europe and is just waiting for the result to come out. We've been waiting for MONTHS and yet, it is not announced. Whoever that takes care of these things really pisses me off...-__- Anyways, I really hope its somewhere good and a place where I can find my dream. I'm praying for it to be Sweden or Denmark. And yes, I've lived in Sweden before but who cares? It's an awesome country :) Usually, I won't really care where I go but this time I DO care. It's going to be my last country that I would live with my parents and I want to make wonderful memories that would remain in my heart forever.

University. I'm probably sure those who are reading this would think, "Why would you think about this when you're only an 8th grader? Isn't it too early?" My answer : No. I think the more you are prepared, the higher chance you will succeed. But the most important thing is, what are you going to be? You need to have a dream to study harder. I'm afraid to tell you, I don't know what my dream is. People go for the things they are best at or things they enjoy but I really don't know what I'm best at. Anyways, I hope God shows me the road I should pick for my future(:

Now the third thing. Crush, one that a lot of people struggle through. To tell you the truth, I fear of loving a person too much and end up being hurt. The sentence keep spinning around my head. "What if he doesn't like me?" It's stupid to like a person that doesn't like you back. But in the other hand, its hard to stop liking that person. I've said to myself that I would not like anyone because, like I said before, I fear that I would be heartbroken. When the guy has the same feelings for you, it was worth taking the risk. But if he doesn't, you would be drowning in your own tears. So basically it is, would you risk it or would you not? For me it's harder than solving a math problem. So what I'll do is follow my heart. And I'll just wait. If the person comes back to me, it is mine, but if it doesn't, we were not meant to be.

I'll stop from here since I'm getting quite tired typing all this. But surprisingly I feel better and my heart feels lighter than before :)

Thanks for reading(:

An Incomplete Puzzle

Ugh...

I'm was so stressed because of my older sister, Minjeong. I can handle insults once in a while, but not everyday. Whenever I pass by my sister, she's just so pissed and "whispers" some derogatory comments loud enough so that I can hear. She claims she is whispering, saying that she wasn't talking to me, but I can tell by her face that she is lying. I mean, if she has a problem, come tell me in front of my face, not "whisper" all the time or hit me all of a sudden. I ABHOR it when people just get mad at me when I was just standing there, doing NOTHING. Honestly, why do they have to be mad at an innocent person ruining his/her day? Unfair. So unfair.

Here, this is what I think about big sisters:

1) They can insult their little sisters/brothers whenever, wherever.

2) They can hit them whenever, wherever.

3) They say what they want to say without really thinking.

4) No patience.

5) Gets so pissed when little sister/brother says something mean to them.

6) Does not try to listen to listen to little sister/brother's feelings.

OK, this is all I can think of, but there is a whole lot I haven't wrote.

So yea, basically, all I wanted to say is how hard it is to understand my sister...It's like this puzzle I cannot put back, a puzzle that would take me ages to finish. But someday, I hope I can complete the puzzle, and understand my sister's feelings , as our relationship draws closer.