S.O.L#13 My dream? My Mayjor? 5 more years until college?

I walked into the church, after mom dropped Minjeong and I. It was saturday, but why do I go to church? My pastor, Justin- who is korean but spent his whole life in America and grew up there- wants up to meet at 2:30 every saturday so that we can meet God, and know deeper about him.

Most of the people were there, Susana, Yohana, The Twins( They are 8th graders), David(the one in high school in Balboa Academy), Shawn, Julia, and Bora's brother. We sat in a circle, and Justin began talking about something that made me really nervous and kind of frightening: Colledge. He asked each one of us, how many years we had till colldge. Some said 1 and a half, some said 3 months, some said 3 or 4. For me, It was 5 more years left, but that didnt mean I was not worring.

He also asked what our major was. My heart pound fast, wishing to run away from this conversation. I actually HAVE thought of my major before, but not yet decided wish. Medical, Dentist, Business....I dont know which to choose...

My dream when I was young was to be a dentist. The reason was (1) I earn alot of money, (2) I thought it would be fun to be one, (3) My mom wished for me to be a dentist. Now I think, Im I really going to be a dentist just because Mom wants me to? I've thought of this question alot, and found out, it wasnt. I've not decided yet what I want to be, but wants to be a nurse, or a designer or a actress.

I sat there, listening at all those precious word he was telling us. We all prayed for our future, our dreams. I pray for me to find my dreams by him, for him to show me what I have to be. But even though I would get a job, he is never going to leave me, nor from my heart.

I believe, someday, maybe in like a mission trip, like Justin said, I would find my dreams from God. Justin told us if we go there, our soul, our minds would be clean and a lot of people have find their real dream that God has want them to be. I trust him with all my heart, that someday, God will speak to me in my heart, for what he has decided me to d0 in this world for him.