I have to confess that I really hate it when someone calls me for help ALL THE TIME. This, always happens to me at my house. And I suffer through it every single time, pressing my anger down. Whenever Im doing hw, when Im in the shower, when Im eating, when Im playing, everysingle minute of my life, Mom would call ME for help. I mean, Minjeong is just next to herwhy cant SHE ask HER? Am I this servant who have to help her all the time? I dont mind helping once or twice, I mean thats easy. But imagine ALL THE TIME! The word already is giving me goosebumps.
Some of you people might think that Im a spoilt person who hates helping her parents, but if you're in my shoe right now, handling my situation, trust me, you would feel the pain. My mom, who thinks Im the "nice child", thinks I am always going to help her. Yes, I can but not ALL THE TIME. I am not the only child Mom!!!Minjeong is right next to you doing her hw in your desk, and Im miles apart from you. But still she insist to call me. I wish so hard to punch the pillow then, and yes sometimes I go crazy because of this. It stresses me out!!!White hair might grow out of my head!
Most of the time, I wanto to scream at her, or just cry till no tears are left. I feel so used at times, and now at home, I just cant handle it. I just cant... Im always the one taking care of Chloe all the time, the one helping mom, the one who have to handle everything what people say. I wonder if Mom doesnt feel anything, if she expects me do what she orders me". If only she calls on Minjeong too, if only shes equal, then maybe I could help her...
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ReplyDeleteSummer will come and hopefully you will have leisure time.
ReplyDeleteI guess when you are responsible people look to you to fill the gap.
It is a compliment, but it can be annoying.