Monday, May 17, 2010

Waiting, Then You Get

I sat on my chair, hw waiting paciently on my desk, waiting it to be finished. 6:35, at least 4 or 5 more hours until Minjeong and Dad comes back from Washington. 5 more hours...I sighed heavily, and I browsed through my desk, looking for a sharp pencil. My hand flew to the white paper, my hw so easy you could work out the problems in your head. Easy as anything. Then I stopped. Suddenly a thought flashed in my head, interuppting my study.
Minjeong was always the one going somewhere with my dad FIRST! Anger erupted like a volcano. Why? Why cant it be me? Why? Is being younger meaning not having more "responsibility" than your older sister? Is that it? Question asked wildly in my head, but not answered.
I sighed heavily, as I quickly finished my hw. My heart was stuffed, with hatred, anger, jealousy, and more anger. I've waited so much, actually longer than my sister to go to washington. But my dad picked HER...I remember how much I wanted to scream, like in a plastic bag and pop it in another world, and my scream would explode. There is nothing to keep my mind to calm down, but maybe sleep. I layed down in my head, the blanket sinking me deeper into it like a quick sand. My eyes rested, time running by.
It was nearly 10 and I havent noticed Minjeong and dad come in until Minjeong decided to pock me. I woke up, and stared. A white sweater, with colorful flowers was held by her hands, up in the air to show me. A scream escaped from my mouth, and I hugged Minjeong until she told me I was hugging her to tight. I laughed.
Waiting, its something thats really hard for me. It need pacient. But someone like me, well you have to practice. But you wait, you have pacient, and something would happen. Something GOOD would happen. You'll get something as in return :)

2 comments:

  1. I know how you feeel! I have an older sis and i get jealous sometimes! what goes around comes around ;)

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